You help me find the next “room of angle” (Silent Hill 4 theme song) and “suicide is painless” Where can I download the accompaniment

“Room of angle” lyrics
You lie, silent there before me.
Your tears, they mean nothing to me.
The wind, howling at the window
The love you never gave, I give to you-really don deserve it –
but now, there nothing you can do
So sleep in your only memory
And weep, my dearest mother
Here a lullaby to close your eyes, (goodbye)

It was always you that I despised
I don feel enough for you to cry, (oh my)
Here a lullaby to close your eyes, (goodbye goodbye ) …
So insignificant
Sleeping dormant deep inside of me
Are you hiding away, lost Under the sewers
< br /> Maybe flying high In the clouds
Perhaps you e happy without me
So many seeds have been sown on the field
And who could sprout up so blessedly if I had died
I would have never felt sad at all
You will not hear me say I sorry
Where is the light Wonder if it weeping somewhere
Here a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye
It was always you that I despised

I don feel enough for you to cry, oh my
Here a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye goodbye …
“suicide is painless”
Through early morning fog I see
The visions of the things to be
Their pains that are withheld from me
I realize, and I can see
That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it

If I please
The game of life is hard to play
Im gonna lose it anyway
The losing card i ll some day lay
So this is all I have to say
That Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
< br /> And I can take or leave it
If I please
The sword of time will pierce our skin
It doesnt matter where it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger, watch it brim
Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it
If I please
A brave man once requested me

To answer questions that are key
Is it to be, or not to be?
And I replied, oh why ask me?
Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it
If I please
And you can do the same thing
If you please